Thursday, March 26, 2009

On such a boring grown up

Acquaintance
Senior high school at the time of me, such as naive primary, when the class for future students at the University ofwhen immersed me in the classroom but outside its own artificial perspiration. Table tennis table, basketball court, game room and so on places of entertainment everywhere can see my shadow. So, give the University notice when I can only watch other people with a formal undergraduate major universities are even notice holding their own hands, only a notice of Vocational College. Since then I know that the world is a lot of things should not go backwards. Sleep because of their failure, can only belong to the losers hiding in the corner of La Tortura remorse.

However, the road will not be because of a failure in respect of the termination phase. With family members of my expectations, I set foot on the train to school, I know, let me on the words Fendi Purses will not ring true name of the University, are how parents feel the pain and helplessness. Especially in a family is not rich, can make such an act is so touched me. That stage, which happens to be the most difficult times at home, used up all their savings at home at the new building up, uncle because of cancer-patient surgery required a sum of money. Can not make bricks without straw. I will never forget my mother for tuition everywhere around the hard, but never forget each borrow mother go home in tears to hide one side of the case. Me at that time to himself I must come out ahead.

University for three years or four years may be to some people is a dream, wake up feeling as if the only or just take time to notice. For me, the extraordinary significance. In continuation of their hobby at the same time I do not have Down39s own school, maybe, two years of university life are my most happy moments. I enjoy doing my thing to do, and strive to learn of their major. On semester freshman success. Class basketball team almost swept the school, grade in the upper reaches of the Class, English also do so with the compensation after a three-tier. Thought that the University will be spent, but often volatile world!

First recognize her, because a Penfriend are. At a morning I have received her letter, said to be from the Student Penfriend there have heard of me. At that time, I was astonished to find that she was always people there is no sign that people are not psychologically prepared. In fact, her letter is very simple, just looking at the sky accommodating, a bosom friend, put his own troubles to find individuals to share. She mentionednot let me share her happiness. At that time I was wondering, how can there be such a person write it?

Love

Therefore, I am free to return a letter, does not intend to receive her letter, I originally thought that the end of all this! It may be,set their own days, she did not because my random and not reply, but put her bleak background told me. Parents in her small when divorced from an early age on the host at the home of her uncle, as if her world is always gray. After listening to her story I tell myself that it can do its part to help her, let her Happiness is my bounden duty. On that day, give him back to me a long letter, I told her that I was some of the things, the untimely death of Grandfather, the most beloved uncle to send me up at the University of cancer after transfection without governance body. And because of my body in Nanchang last time he had not seen, I want to my own optimism to dilute some of her cold. Home because of the split she has become isolated. Stand aside with arms folded around, and around them. Therefore, she did not gregarious, she lonely. Her reply made me feel life total at!

I used to know me the best, then go to comfort her, but I also know that the effect is definitely not good, a person injured in so deep, how can so easily get away from it? But I do not care, to be frank for a friend, how can the number of the.

Later she said she likes the Internet, and that is her place to communicate with people, so, everything is so natural, do not enjoy normal access to the Internet at my Net charges the month was more than a living, but my music is still so This is not Peter. And her are so fun to chat, all the troublesforgotten, and now I know that at that time on, I enjoy her while they do not know. Until one day, she told me that she well hesitation, she said a 25-year-old Man likes her, she did not know how to do! I think at that time of incredible, she was only 18 years old, how could she go to consider a seven-year-old men do? I told her to give up. And she told me she likes. Do not know why, my mouth and run out of this sentence. Feeling that she too simple-minded! Finally, one day she was forcing me anxious, and said a saying which goes like this Actually, I like you, but this love will have the distance I39m afraid. No sense of security are things I really did not dare try the! I now understand the meaning of this sentence, she wanted to avoid that never gave her a warm home, she would have no cause to go adventure. And I do, but a poor scholar, the ancients have a saying One hundred non-use was a scholar! I can do, can only be a few words. Now think of it, I really is too simple-minded. The only one to help mewalls are pierce me, and themselves by sun and rain. This can blame had who?

In this way until she graduated, she received each week is believed to be the most happy time for me, and I volunteered to do the Class of letters to send members. Forever Happy days are short, she graduated in the relationship between the home into the hospital the next job, and I also lost her Contacts. That time can not do more than their hearts for her blessings Forever.

Three years after the loss of contact

Sophomore, mine are a turning point. After losing contact me and despair, it is so has been depressed. Go home until after the Winter, facing her parents, they would understand, XiangYuof elders when jiangdong feelings. Choose to corrupt, uncle say that time until now I also can not forget. Winter returned to school, speak uncle and parents look at the face of disappointment and regret of expression occupied the minds of all. Time may be because people are all forgotten, perhaps for parents face are sorry that expression, I chose the college. Examination of the time left to me only half a year. So, with sadness and stress, I put into the study of nervous go. At that time most of the boys in her class are on the network likes the game, Legend, Paradise, killing the. And I have always been gregarious, but this indifference. Now think up are a miracle. Want to pick up things too much, let me no time to be distracted. Finally, in July at my proof of my ability, at the second examination to the class when I passed the college exams.

Enter a new school, everything is so smooth, I had to do and look forward to enjoy my long-standing positions - Sports members, it is so, there is no mind, do not want to study section, are at home do not want to suffer because too many do not want to find a girlfriend, because their hearts are also not forget her. In this after two years, I lived a single self-righteous life. So graduation guestbook, I have also seen that I have girls like arrogant words and so on. In fact, I inadvertently.

Together

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